You were supposed to be

I hate you because I love you. However not in the way you might have hoped for. You were supposed to be a lot of things to me, a protector, you were always supposed to be there, you were supposed to more than everyone else, you were my safety.
When the outside world wore me down and kicked me down you were supposed to be there. A hand to lift me off my feet to wipe the dust off my shoulders. You were supposed to be so many things, no strings attached. I thought you were different I thought you were someone I could trust.
You were supposed to hug me without wanting more, you turned one of the only things I had left into nothing you proved that I was right when I didn't want to be. I wish I had just been paranoid... but you should me something I didn't want to see was there...
You have destroyed everything, spun everything 180 degrees, turned it all upside down... nothing will ever be the same... you took one of the only things i had left and destroyed it. You only thought of you.